So: feeling valuable in/at life can only be based on human perspectives.
These perspectives are not primarily logical or clear headed. This doesn’t make them invalid. Au contraire.
Now I’m wondering:
How does the mere act of judging influence the judgements I cast on myself?
As humans we are taught to judge all the time. We compare compare compare. We attach values at all the components involved. We do it in a split second too. It seems we can hardly use our eyes without comparing and attaching values.
(perhaps seeing IS the act of comparing? without comparing we cannot see?)
a tree snow falls in the forest and there’s nothing left to see, am I then blind?)
(- there you are then. Now enough with the philosophies, go get some results!)
We compare things.
And then we rank them. We rank options. People. Accomplishments. Fruit. Days.
It seems we cannot go a minute without comparing and ranking things.
It may very well be that this knack for judging is impairing the appreciation of the meaningfulness of our own life.
Our comparing and consequentally judging of
apples things is influenced by:
- our habits in comparing and judging
- our upbringing
- our skills in comparing and judging
- our premisses
But all of these are subjective…
And therefor possibly flawed. Probably flawed!
All of these aspects can (need) be examined and tuned or changed before any good judging of the meaningfulness of ones life can commence.
This exercise would weed out the unarticulated notion that I am worthless. If my life is indeed meaningless then I will at least be able to put into words why I think this to be true.
But without examining the way I judge it will never be more than a strong feeling that I am useless. Just a snap shot decision that I am. Possibly just out of habit and faulty premisses imposed upon me as a child.
I should examine these four points. How they operate for me personally.
Right here, on this blog, and right now, after only one cup of morning tea, I am not prepared to do this. But I may make myself a second cup and grab my notebook to do some thinking off line…
Before passing judgement it’s a good idea to have a closer look at ones habit, values, skills and premisses used in judging. They are probably not very sound ones.
This is part 3 in a 5 part thinking exercise:
pic credits: apples by Tibor Fazakas, taking a bit by Gary Scott