I’m a city girl!
I’m a country girl!
These two sides of me are so different. Incompatible were I to decide upon a one way track into the future.
Should I? Should I choose for one? Is there a merge possible? Should I want a one way track? I’ve felt adrift without a choice. Without definition.
I could not give you a title to put on a business card of mine.
I’ve had lots. Business cards and titles:
Architect, Master of Science, engineer, artist, sculptor, manager, thinker, writer, knitter, farmer, philosopher, fast thinker, slow thinker, artisan. None of these suffice.
Thinking about the similarities perhaps gives way to a third option?
They are: a sense of style; the want to make things; the joy of creating with hands (tactile); materials; shapes; the need for silence; the need to turn away from people often; having a place in a bigger whole; connection to the past; …
There are also a lot of boundaries I have to observe…. I have to rest every day; I cannot be ambitious; I do not well when my results depend upon others; many many more.